Thursday, November 30, 2006

Am Currently getting Scolding from the old man outside in the living room. Blasting Music to cover up his naggings. Well, =) Time for me or soon for me to use walking sticks. Today i went for this chinese physo to settle a long problem in my left leg. The good news is its still moving, the bad news is my fucking leg might be perment damaged due to army training and some running up and down for the pass months. Aniway, was really glad my twin could accompany me there. Life is kinda black and white and still he did manage to shower the love i needed, the love of family.

Tomorrow he is flying off to Brunei for 3 weeks of Military training. Its gonna be a tough one but i know he can do it, the fighting spirit we share for this 21 years of life... Everytime when he's away, my life is split into 1/2. If a day anything is to happen to him, i won't want to live to be the image as well.

After the visit to doc, we went over to grandma's place to accompany her till 6pm then the little kids came home and dragged us to the playground where u had a game of catching and hide and seek. KaiKai and MeiMei really brightes my day =) took a pic of them and a video of catching! so funny. Well... after its all over, here i am home again. Facing the walls, constantly holding onto my leg. Soon i might be a burden to everyone around me. Grandma is so worried for me... heartbroken to know. I hope mummy never knows about this or she would be so bothered.

Alas, dad has stopped his naggings. Time for me to close my eyes and say a lil prayer on life before i turn in. Had not been sleeping since last night. Julian....The road ahead is tough and its gonna get tougher when reality shows. Cherishing... Good night.

-Encrumbled-
Living is for giving, Giving is to be cherished, to be cherished is to feel love and to be loved is to be given the trust and assurance. Learning from experience is the way men excel, shading from actions only worsens the situation and makes the wrong stronger. Alas i know where i stand in life... If only life was as simple as ego see's it.

Thursday, November 30, 2006