Thursday, November 30, 2006
Am Currently getting Scolding from the old man outside in the living room. Blasting Music to cover up his naggings. Well, =) Time for me or soon for me to use walking sticks. Today i went for this chinese physo to settle a long problem in my left leg. The good news is its still moving, the bad news is my fucking leg might be perment damaged due to army training and some running up and down for the pass months. Aniway, was really glad my twin could accompany me there. Life is kinda black and white and still he did manage to shower the love i needed, the love of family.
Tomorrow he is flying off to Brunei for 3 weeks of Military training. Its gonna be a tough one but i know he can do it, the fighting spirit we share for this 21 years of life... Everytime when he's away, my life is split into 1/2. If a day anything is to happen to him, i won't want to live to be the image as well.
After the visit to doc, we went over to grandma's place to accompany her till 6pm then the little kids came home and dragged us to the playground where u had a game of catching and hide and seek. KaiKai and MeiMei really brightes my day =) took a pic of them and a video of catching! so funny. Well... after its all over, here i am home again. Facing the walls, constantly holding onto my leg. Soon i might be a burden to everyone around me. Grandma is so worried for me... heartbroken to know. I hope mummy never knows about this or she would be so bothered.
Alas, dad has stopped his naggings. Time for me to close my eyes and say a lil prayer on life before i turn in. Had not been sleeping since last night. Julian....The road ahead is tough and its gonna get tougher when reality shows. Cherishing... Good night.
-Encrumbled-
Living is for giving, Giving is to be cherished, to be cherished is to feel love and to be loved is to be given the trust and assurance. Learning from experience is the way men excel, shading from actions only worsens the situation and makes the wrong stronger. Alas i know where i stand in life... If only life was as simple as ego see's it.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
Today the power of Six got drenched! Hell we were all wet after a 3 hour break back from vivo city... getting of the bus, i had to share the unbrella with Shayne and just think about this, the unbrella is PINK! its so darn small barely enough for me alone and i had to wrap my arms around shayne! Man i got all darn wet with only the upper part of me dry! oh man... so darn bad... Further more we got 3 girls behind us laughting their head off lolz.. Funny fight FiFi, ZhenXi and Dear!! argh...
Oh well, wednesday is coming and its some kinda social grooming test.. gotta dress well for that day as we will get tested and marked on out sense of dressing + guys gotta know how to tie and tie with 2 methods.. silly but i guess that day is gonna be fun.. can't wait.
Well, time is flashing pass fast and december is near.. school is gonna be over with still tons of projects to complete. Soon attatchment will begin and its sad thinking about it. Won't have much time to see my baby and that makes me sad.. Hope there will be chance to meet up more frequent. Yesterday went to watch battle of wits with her.. andy lau looks like some barbarian there but who cares... she loves him like crazy! and it drives me insane!! I am going nute haha...
Monday, November 27, 2006
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Hello World! As usual now hitting the keys for blogging while i'm in school's computer lab. Gahz... LAter 9Am there is a talk in the LT Room till 11... Darn, gonna have to fight the cold for 2 hours and i'm sure i'll be freezing in there. Hmmm...My baby is still not here >.<" WOnder and wondering what time will she arrive in school.
Haaaa.. there will be NAFA test later on and i am wondering if i can score 5 points for all the stations. JUst hope my leg don't give way midway through the test... AM sure soon i will have to go for some treatment or something. Its all because of silly army that inflicted this life time injury on me... kinda regret being so on the ball while people dont even bother to work in there.
Oh well, I am planning to bring baby for a movie later after school ^^ to catch her "MR HANDSOM" ANDY LAU -.-" oh god... am gonna mentally prepare myself to hear and see her all over andylau when he appears on the screen argh!!! Hahahha... How good if only jessica simpson was everwhere hahaha OPS >.<" Sheezz... time to run ^^ hoping today and everyday would be the best days of my life.
Who loves u? i know i do ^^ i always always do. Julian <3 Kris
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
( ^__^") Hmmm.... 21st Novmeber and its the 5th month we have been together le. Though its still a short time we been together but still i cherish the days that we'v been through. Well, lastnight i stood up making her a little something which took me some time but it all turn out good today. Ahhhh...* Teacher is nagging so much now... darn irritating! Shut my ears.
Burp* so bloted, today she made me breakfast " Sandwitch + Grapes + Orange Juice + Cookies " Breakfast could not have been better then this ^^" Think i can do without lunch later haha. Later at 11 there will bw CO OP operations for me so its work again haiz... School life has been getting tiring and lazy recently... wonder why too. Feel so sleepy recently. Oh well, time to sign out for now. =)
1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - ....... and on and on and on it will go.... Happy 5th anniversary.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
School has been tough, projects flooding me till there aint enough spare for me to breath. Life has been tough and its getting tougher as the days go by. Currently my mind is at a state of blank. Have been through quite a lot recently and yea... its unforgetable.. those words, actions and outcome just keep flashing pass my mind time and time again. It was so close to been gone, it was so close to been over and it was so close for me to be isolated by myself again. Haix, life's a mess which i am screwing myself up with.
To be love is the sweetest thing anione could ask for... but to love, its the hardest thing anione could go through and i know theres no room for mistakes or the results will be devestating. Love.. 4 letters with the power to control and overwhelm ones heart , mind , soul.
Dear is now currently in the hospital for checkup and stuff... so worried. I hope the man up there could do some magic for her... for us. Haix. Julian signing out.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006