Thursday, September 28, 2006
Listening to a few Korean songs which an old friend send a few hours ago... Haiz, my mood is so low now, could it be the song is making me think of her even more?? its been almost 2 days since i last saw her and well, the missing is setting in again. So tired... So weak.... So lonely at times. Am down with this serious headach since lastnight till now and i guess since then i had poped like 7 panadol pills till now. I skipped my breakfast and lunch today... i wonder why i lost my mood in eating all a sudden and yet i dont feel the hunger even till now that its almost dinner time.
Arghz!!! fustrated on my silly leg, still hurts and i wonder should i carry on running.... so Low la today... only cure would be her.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Oh well, I must say i am sad back here in singapore...Going back was like a dream, Just a blink of an eye and here i am back in singapore... maybe its because of the few days trip that made me feel this way... But still, valuable lessons were learned there. Thinking about that make me miss my grandma so much even more then now... how much she loved, cared and haiz... i just miss her smile and the way she calls me by my name Ah Ju....*sad*
Its been 3+ years i'v not went back to Sarawak and the feeling was great i must say. Everyone there were so warm towards me but most importantly towards ma darling. Wow i am amazed they all love her so so much! haha... thats also good for me as i known i made the right decision and its gonna stay with me for the lifetime. Lolz, thinking about me joking about buying a stufftoy for someone instead of dear made my grandma angry haha... she took is so serious but after that everyone were laughting as they all know its a joke. Anyway, i got her a hmmm.. kinda huge tigger which seem to have stolen poo's rain coat haha.
Oh well... leaving malaysia was sad. Before i got onto the car to the airport, grandma gave me this real tight hug and a kiss... It almost made me tear in front of them like what i always do everytime when i went back but this time was special, she hugged both me and kris at the same time telling us to treasure each other... Those words made me really touched. I promise i cherish her for a lifetime grandma... i promise. Haiz...
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Monday, September 18, 2006
Yup! 2 more days and i will be going back to my home town! well, this time its special, 1st thing is that i am going without my parents or brothers and 2nd! this is the best, i am bringing my baby along with me! so so excited and i really can't wait to be on the plane with her and off we will be to Kuching Sarawak!
Yeah, yesterday was 1st time i did some heavy shopping with darling... woooo... spend like 100+ bucks in just an hour plus! but i managed to get this real cool rugged Jeans and T-shirt + a couple slippers* haha with my baby =) Dear dear did some shopping too and she got a Jeans , a nice Roxy baseball lookalike pants and the same slippers are me ^^ . YEsterday was fun till when we hit the arcade it got hella more fun! Imagine playing games which provide tickets to change for stuff... and when the tickets keep squirting out from the machine and the final outcome was 380 tickets! woooo so happy haha... Yup =) kinda childish but hey, sometimes u just gotta live like a kid to be happy man!
Alright, time to end this, am gonna go bath and surprise baby with breakfast =) Oh ya, the pic above, sweet? She arranged those hehe ^^ Love ya darling!
Monday, September 18, 2006
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Being 21, everyone knows almost the 100% of their purpose in life, well for me, A great family,My loving darling, a great job and soon other family commitments are what i am looking forward to. Someone happen and made some flash back on my previous teenage life today... was kinda angry seeing those actions happen again but it was all good when she could hold my hand and calm me down. Thanks darling.
Gotta meet up with an old army friend Muru today, quite some stuff to talk about but its good to know he has been doing well and have started to walk the right purpose road in life. Its obvious and true that military life changed someone to a thinker then a rash acting person.
Darling was bothered but quite some stuff today. About me, her childhood buddy and lastly her health..The one that i really wish i could cure is the health matter...I am determined to find a way. Sheez... time to read the papers now. -End ~J <3 K~
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Monday, September 04, 2006
7.30am, here i sit in front of the com once again. Its school day and i'm halfway through preparing before i face the coming new week. Just called darling 30 mins ago, haha, she's still asleep...forever she'll be my piggie sleep sleep sleep but ahi yo, why slept at 5am lastnight my dear? Thanks for the mid night sms though i didn't wake up to read it cause i was totally dead tired from watching you sleep yesterday. Heeez... i miss you and can't wait to see u in school later dear, Hugz* Love you* K la, time to get ready to leave home. See u Later My DeAr! ^^
Monday, September 04, 2006
Sunday, September 03, 2006
words will never be able express my feelings today. Those words will never show, for you i'v come to know =) -End
Psss..watchin you sleep soundly with tots running through my mind, i promise that....... Love you Darlin.
Sunday, September 03, 2006